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I cant sleep. I miss him

of course he loved me.

he was is the best boyfriend ever.

why am I so stupid.

I wish he wouldn’t hide his feelings.

I know deep down there are things he hasn’t told me.

and I always see a bit of it when we break down and fight like this.

i love when he’s sensitive and i can see the love he has for me.

even if he can’t admit it to me. 

i know he loves me so much… 

i just wish it didnt have to come to this for me to see his feelings.

I admit I overreacted.

I was foolish,

I was stupid,

I was scared,

and I was immature.

but it all came at me at once.

it was too much all at once for me to handle.

I didn’t mean the things I said.

I’m sorry I hurt you.

I was upset and hurt,

I was scared of losing you.

I pushed you away

when I should’ve been understanding and supportive.

I know this is hard for you too.

I love you.

I hope you still love me too.

our love is complicated;

but its pure and true.

there is no me without you.

we always find our way back to each other.

we’ve never been just friends.

remember what we had?

I don’t want to lose that.

come here,

I’ll make it all better.

I promise.

You have my heart
And we’ll never be worlds apart
Maybe in magazines
But you’ll still be my star
Baby cause in the dark
You can’t see shiny cars
And that’s when you need me there
With you I’ll always share

These fancy things, will never come in between
You’re part of my entity, here for Infinity
When the war has took it’s part
When the world has dealt it’s cards
If the hand is hard, together we’ll mend your heart

You can run into my arms
It’s OK don’t be alarmed
Come here to me
There’s no distance in between our love
So go on and let the rain pour
I’ll be all you need and more
Because

When the sun shines, we’ll shine together
Told you I’ll be here forever
Said I’ll always be a friend
Took an oath I’ma stick it out till the end
Now that it’s raining more than ever
Know that we’ll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella

someone fly me out to ATL. Tomorrow. pronto. please.

BWI -> ATL

im begging you.

i need to save my relationship :/

remember when everything was perfect?

you loved me.

and I loved you.

that’s all that mattered.

and that’s all that should matter.

then, for now, and forever.

I’m selfish. I wanted you to myself. But I just love you so much…

you’re the reason why I wake up in the morning, the motivation to keep me going to school. you’re the reason why I still smile. you help me with my problems. you love me when no one else does. you’re the reason why I go on. 

I love you. 

I love you, Damon.

crying myself to sleep, day 2

im so fucking depressed :/

how did it turn to this so fast. 

why doesnt he love me